thoughts before me

2007-09-23T00:57:00.000+08:00

goodbye bloggy.. im moving to a better webby. gonna miss blogging.

so long & goodbye..

2007-09-14T16:30:00.000+08:00

stupid management. more work for me to do all becoz of their great idea. im gonna take my own sweet time doing it for months or a year or more to finish. screw them.

2007-09-09T19:40:00.000+08:00

my hometown

2007-08-18T01:15:00.000+08:00

Explosion In The Sky 2007

Last night 15 mins fireworks @ esplanade

fireworks mode sucks
manual still the best

2007-08-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

2nd week of the month & im already broke. i couldn't resist spending money at G2000 sale.

oh crap.

2007-08-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

04.08.07 East Coast Park

Achimo

this year i didnt went to watch baybeats. with all the dress to kill kids & somemore ndp thingy, nahh..

2007-07-01T12:39:00.000+08:00

i wana buy a scanner. a smaller one will do. i wana scan all the yester pics & wash them again. im interested pics in the 70s to 80s. theyre cool..

1st bro

2nd bro

me

us

2007-06-27T20:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To My Dear~

yesterday was his birthday. I brought him to Carousel which is previously was called cafe vienna, buffet dinner at Royal Plaza on Scotts. birthday treat from me the same thing i did last year. the food were much more better than last time but the dessert were not that much. lesser compare to last time. but overall was ok. ok his present..may sounds lame. first, i wrapped it with gift wrapping paper then layers of the bubble wrap thingy & then again the wrapping paper. hahah.. im making him think that im giving him something else coz i kinda know that he knows what im gonna buy for him for his birthday. oh crap. well anyway in the first place he really thought that i bought him a shirt until he took out the bubble wrapping thingy. not much suprise but he definitely like it though. :) enjoy your new toy dear..

2007-06-27T19:19:00.001+08:00

pics taken last monday. me & my dear took leave to spend time together. we went to sentosa coz theres not much people especially on the first day of work.

2007-06-24T11:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a shopping day for my dear. he bought himself 3 stuff which spent around 400bucks. i wana shop too..but im out of cash. like typical sporean say..no money, no talk. we had our dinner at fish & co. a treat from my dear..woohoo! we just luvre the seafood platter. we didnt try out the others. always one & only seafood platter & that's it. 2 more days to his special day & i've no idea what to buy. 0_o

hahaha.. <3

2007-06-17T09:27:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Fantastic Four with my dear & i find the show kinda boring. i miss my dear everyday. we seldom spend time on weekdays after a tiring day at work. we only to get to spend time together on weekends. even every weekend we meet but still not satisfied. :( time flies so fast. i wish he stay near my house so i can meet him everyday. i cut my hair short. short hair make you look younger..i think. i wanted to cut very short just that im afraid it doesnt suits me.

2007-05-27T02:22:00.000+08:00

The gig was fucking awesome. 2 kl bands..the band Restraint, they're fucking good. 3 local bands..Stomping Ground was the best..best of all & last but not least the most everyone looking forward to watch them all the way from USA, old skool hardcore, Sick Of It All. its been quite sometime i didnt go to gigs & this gig...power of all dok!

2007-04-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

office was so quiet today & last fri too & its boring. i got nothing to do just answering phonecalls. the whole day i surfed the net & chat with my colleague for hours. anyway if theres work to do, i dont think i wanna do. heheh.. theres like 20 people in the office & the others include my manager *woohoo!* went for the company's annual trip to Hainan, China. i didnt went coz i recently worked here for 3 months & so i think i only can get subsides less than 5%. so no thanks. they went last fri & they will back to work on wed.

yay! tomorrow is holiday. thought of catching a movie spiderman 3 tomorrow with my dear but gotta buy the tix early in advance coz i bet its selling fast. or maybe just stay at home. eat, watch tv, zzzzz..

2007-04-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

Met up with my favourite cousin saripot & her new bf ihsan belo. its been a long time i didnt meet up with her. we chilled at coffee bean boat quay. im happy for them & im happy to see the look of her happy smiley face again. :) love u sista..

auwww so sweet...so loving..

i received sms from my ex-manager.
'we are ok except that we are now realised you were so efficient. miss you' & 'look forward to seeing you! hoping you can come back as well!' hahaah
well ermm i dont think so

2007-04-08T11:50:00.000+08:00

Went camping at sentosa last fri with my dear & 3 of his frens. Bought some foods at vivo giant supermarket for bbq. we headed to palawan beach & set our tents nearby 7evelen. After bbq we played cards the whole night. The next morning went swimming except me & then in the afternoon we rent bike at siloso beach & we cycled from there to tanjong beach & back. its been a freaking long time i didnt cycle & i kinda lose my balance & fell down 2 times straight at the wall & at the bushes. wtf siak hahah.. my dear is the last person of all coz he had to look after me while the others are way far from us. he so worried abt me & afraid that i might knock down by any vehicle. ok then after that, we played the most fun of all was the go-cart. 16 bucks per person for 3 rides. we had to ride the skyride to reach the first point to ride the go-cart. i had so much fun! should do activities like this twice or thrice a month. instead all the time of goin to town..eat dinner..walk & walk to dont know where..hangout at some cafe drink coffee & go home.

my skin got darker. it was sooo hot yesterday that i got sunburn at my right arm. & my body aching!& i guess riding the bike that causes it the most. i fell down & i held on to the handle so tight trying hard to control the bike to avoid myself to fall the whole ride.

my fav pic of all. a monkey on the tree would be perfect..

this pic taken by farah using her hp. we were on the skyride..

2007-04-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

finally.. im so happy! now i have confidence in whatever i do wherever i go.

2007-03-28T19:49:00.000+08:00

i kinda miss my ex colleagues especially kok seong the one whom im closest with & the only one whom i can trust the most in the office. we joined the company the same year & we both are same age. i miss his crappy jokes. he said to me i wont get someone like him who makes me laugh all the time in my new job..& its true. my current job people here are friendly but they dont usually joke around much unlike my previous job laugh here & there like no one business. people here work really hard & take their job seriously. & also people here are kinda abit high standard not like my previous where everyone talk with lahh..hohh..yahlohh..siao haiyah..etc2 in every sentence. the reason i left my previous company coz ive worked for nearly 5 years & still i cant see any increase in my pay & many other reasons. well anyway, alhamdullilah that i got this job & thank god finally 5 working days! i hope i can see my future working here. i promise kok seong that i treat him dinner one day to thank him for everything he did when im in trouble at work & many more.

yesterday i took mc in the afternoon coz i felt giddy & weak. today im shagg after so much work to do. tomorrow im meeting my dear after work. today his last day reservist. short short hair..no sideburns..no janggut. kwang kwang kwaaaaang

2007-03-25T11:21:00.000+08:00

This pics taken last month. i love my cousin's cats especially monster. so cute & he's getting heavier & heavier. i like to take pics of him. photogenic..
goreng pon soodap

Mochi mcm nak bunuh orang ahahah

2007-03-24T11:32:00.000+08:00

A Brand New Year

wow..its been a longx5 time i didnt update my blog. no time ah.. tired after work no time during wkends. well anyway, whats new in year 2007..? recently & finally i left my job which ive been working for nearly 5 years & i got a new better pay job last january. the office is just 2 stops away from my previous company. im happily attached with my bf for 2 years :). me & my bf trying to quit smoking & its already been 3 months not smoking. reason..save money & for the sake of my health. still continue eating medicine everyday. boring ahh.. my right eye start to get blurry especially during at night. from no degree to degree specs only at the right lens. ahahah i got myself a new cool mp3 & new digicam at IT show. at last, listening to my favourite songs after months of listening to hiphop r&b pop songs thru my hp radio. creative sucks.. with my new mp3 i can transfer my favourite episodes of friends. i lurve friends. well thats about it.. gonna be very busy this few weeks at work. trying to catch up after the previous staff left.

2006-08-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

My new cam..well not new actually..ermmm ok is sucks during night time. cant get it perfect. or maybe just the user dont know how to use it. some random crappy pics taken yesterday.

2006-08-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

yay~ tomorrow is a holiday.. coz...my boss gonna be away for 1 or 2 weeks or not even 1 week..i hope is 2 weeks. so its a holiday for us in the office. hahah there will be all kind of smell in the office for sure. smell of foods anyway coz that old man have a very sensitive nose. even medicated oil he already make noise. mengada-ngada

2006-08-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

Bitches in the office

My manager used to complain how she really couldn’t stand whenever shes in toilet with the lady from our next door neighbour who keep saying the word ‘shit’ like every minute in the toilet. Well, true actually. That lady have problem with her shit I guess. And Now, she herself do the same thing causing nuisance in the office. Hearing ‘shit’ over here & there while trying to do my work. wtf.. so fucking irritating! My admin colleague always complain about others not doing their work. yeah right! when im busy, she dont even help to pick up calls instead she plays pc games most of time everyday.. shes one muthafucker hypocrite bitch!

stupid bitches!

2006-08-20T01:12:00.000+08:00

My favourite pic of my dear taken yesterday..
coz he rarely smile infront cam ;p

2006-08-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

Out with my fav fun lovely cuzs & had free dinner at Pastamania yesterday.
Thanks ipa! <10 pomot!

2006-08-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

I miss spending time with my dear. Both of us been busy. Tired to meet up after a tiring day at work. So this weekend we're gonna spend time together. We're goin to watch 'The Lake House' tomorrow. A love romantic story starring Sandra Bullock & 'Keanu Reeves'. I heard is good. Imagine.. a guy cried & so was his gf during the show. hahaha must be very touching. Standby packet of tissue just in case. I still havent watch Pirates of the Carribean 2 which was out in cinemas 3 or 4 weeks ago..i think. Well maybe sat then.
<3 Johnny Depp! Hes sooo drop dead gorgeous. Every woman wants to be with him every man wants to be like him.

I mean look! Dont' cha wish your bf was hot like him??

2006-08-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

They took me somewhere nice

My dear is back..yay! Last night we went to watch Mogwai at esplanade. I know hes tired after his trip back from KL but still..he go just for me. heheh.. Our first time to esplanade theatre & its pretty big as we expected. Our seats were at the third storey right in the middle. Couldnt get the front stage seats or even second storey. Fully booked. Anyway, Mogwai were freaking awwwwwesome! with all that lich(e)ghtings.. Fuhh! Darn good! Mind boggling..I just lurveee their music. 'Take me somewhere nice' from their album Rock Action is one of my fav song but too bad they didnt play that song. Anyway, overall it was Excellent & worth it.. Great bands come one after another.. First was Coldplay then Mogwai.. hmmm i wonder whos next. I heard rumors another great band ‘Red Sparowes’ is coming to town.

Their latest album ‘The Beast’, two thumbs up! Lurvee it..

Sonic sadism, post-rock, neo-punk, instrumental rock sheer noise, rising from hushed echoey piano to single-beat funeral march drums and then finally a crescendo of guitars, the majestic nature of the wall of sound we arrive at is enough to give you goose bumps..

2006-07-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

Im gonna miss spending time with my dear this weekend. Hes flying off to KL tomorrow with his band members & friends for their first gig in KL on Sunday. Congrats to them! im excited but SADLY, i didnt get to go............................. :(
He'll be back on monday & i just hope he can make it the next day to watch my fav band Mogwai at esplanade theatre. I bought tixs for him & myself. The last time he gave me a big suprised tixs to watch my very all time fav....ourite band Coldplay concert which was two weeks ago. Best concert ever..! Well anyway, I hope & pray for him & the others a safe journey & all the best to them. 7pv gonna kick some kl ass...

Gonna miss him dearly even though for just only 3 days..

2006-07-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

Its been a long long long time updating.. i'd got no time to rant after such a tiring day at work. and lazy also ahh.. heheh but hey, im still alive & kicking aight.. well, im happy with life right now with my dearest dear & my two cousins at my side always. errrmm well, thats all for now. ahahah i got nothing to say..

my cousins adopted two cuteeee cats & they name them monster & mochi. taken last sun overnight at their house. include some when they were still kitten.

2006-04-22T19:52:00.000+08:00

Why Bother?

For couples who have broken up especially in long relationship, what did you do after that? Of course you move on with your life right? but for some people even though they have moved on with their life & have found their new love, why do they have to bring up the memories, good or bad, to their ex? What is the motive? Is it to make their ex realise their mistakes or just to make a big fuss out of it? Come on.. you have move on with your new life & your ex even have move on with his new life too. So why bother? The ex is not a part of your life anymore. The ex is no one to you..just a friend perhaps.

I suggest that if you do not want history to repeat itself on you, just take care of your own relationship.

2006-02-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

Ohh Gosh! Im starting to gain weight. My appetite comes back after starting taking my medications. Eat & eat & eat.. Damn pills! Have to go through it for like another 2 freaking years till im fully heal. Visit to the clinic every month. Sick & tired of it. boohoo.. Now i got to control my eating habit. control shilla...control!

2006-01-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

my beloved grandfather is at a better happier peaceful place now..

we'll miss you...

2005-12-29T09:39:00.000+08:00

Im sick. Doc examined me & there's something not right. i loose weight alot. used to be 52 & im now 45 exactly. Blood test result tomorrow. im afraid to go for whole body checkup with my unstable body.

2005-12-20T19:15:00.000+08:00

god! fucking hate that thoughts. fuck off will you

2005-12-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

The A.S.K.

2005-12-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

Thanks to yani for having the spend one night together on sat at royal plaza on scotts hotel, just me, lela & herself. Had great time with them. We've been together for already 6 years. Glad to have them in my life. After checked out yesterday, met up with my two angels, dekmot & pot.

im lucky to have my four sistas in my life. cant live without you gerls..

2005-12-07T20:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday my Dear Lil Lalo! errmm belated birthday.. but anyway yesterday celebrate lalo's birthday at fish & co with friends...

2005-12-05T11:34:00.000+08:00

Last 2 days went to attend my aunt's daugther, kak sidah wedding at Kluang, Malaysia. Met my makciks, pakciks & my lil cousins & nephews who live in malaysia. i miss staying in kampong. its been a long years..visiting there. took few pics..

2nd Day, 04 Dec 05

Meet The Wahabs. my dad is the third sibling in the family member.

her name is nurul. the intelligent one. adore her malay melaka speaking. so the makcik2 talking. so cute...

2005-11-28T19:13:00.000+08:00

"Happy Birthday Dear Yani~~~! Dah tua seyy.. I miss you & lel.. Back those days we spent time together just three of us only..No one else. Especially when we're in school. I will always remember & treasure those sweet memories of us deep in my heart...... always..."

Celebrated yani's birthday yesterday at Sentosa with friends.

2005-11-22T11:32:00.000+08:00

The unknown past comes back in between your life..negative thoughts comes in. Imagination run wild..

Hate it

2005-11-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

Beraye with my 2 pretty sistas, lela manje & yani manis

2005-11-09T12:25:00.000+08:00

ismu & ismoan :p

2005-11-02T17:53:00.000+08:00

Out with my dear yday. Thanks dear.. Miss you dearly.. I love my bf! I love you~~

2005-10-29T00:37:00.000+08:00

I know its kinda late to post this pics. Had a bad flu the day after celebrated my ipa's bday and busy later after that. anw, Happy Birthday my dear cousin. hehehe Love u & u too imot.. sooo much!

22.10.05 . Ipa's Birthday

2005-09-23T13:07:00.000+08:00

22.09.05 . Esplanade with my dear.. <3

2005-09-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

20.09.05 . The Wisma models

*pics from kinkin aka meemokid

2005-08-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

09.08.05 . Explosion in the sky

National day at Merlion